Hey guys! I'm sick right now! xD I have a sore throat and I literally hate it so much! ;-; Someone save me from this sickness! xD
Anyway, I just needed to rant for a little bit! *sigh* Here it goes.
So recently a family member and I have been arguing about privacy on the internet and the consequences of it and stuff. She doesn't want me to post personal stuff on dA, but I do. And the reason being is that it affects my artwork deeply in many different ways. dA is like my home and my diary. I feel this is one of the only places I can be myself, and if someone ever takes this away from me, then they have taken my humanity. These last few days have been pure hell for me. All my "flaws" and things for be "ashamed of" have been pointed out in great detail. Either way I don't care. This will forever be the place where I can freely talk about anything. This relative accused me of acting like a "celebrity", but that simply isn't the case. I am sharing things that I can't share with her or anybody else. Artists understand each other more than anybody else. It's times like these where I can't wait to grow up and be able to move to a new city where nobody knows my name. Then there's not to be ashamed of and then there's nothing to be afraid of. I never thought I was a very brave person until now, but now I see that I am. I am not afraid to be me in the most purest of sense. I don't care what others things of me. They are entitled to their own opinions. And I just want to live my life. I can't wait till I mover to LA!
It's gonna be great no matter where my life takes me. Tbh, I trust my brother more than anybody and I know he's going to be by my side no matter what. All I have to do is stay strong and keep dreaming.
See ya guys later!