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Chandelier

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Okay guys, this is going to have a very long explanation. I'm using this piece to tell all of my friends and watchers about my situation. 

I'm going through a huge wave of depression right now, and I thought you guys should know. I find it hard to be positive and happy when I feel just so numb and sad. I feel as if people online and offline don't really care about me. I've always had trouble making friends offline. Right now life is getting so hard without a physical friend there. And it feels like I can't tell them anything because they won't listen. I love all of my friends online, but I find most of the time, that it's that checks up on people and that they never really check up on me. I know it doesn't seem like much, but it does mean a lot to me when somebody just comes by and asked how I'm doing and stuff, especially if I do that to them. Because not many people do this to me, it gives me an impression that a lot of people here don't really care about me. How much effort does it take for a person to come by there profile and come say Hi? Bottom line is that I'm just feeling very,very sad/depressed right now. And I don't know what to do about it. 

I wrote this for my friends because they deserve this explanation. So this is for Kuro-fukurou Ginchi-chan MKMoon-Mew-GNRFan TamiiForever RamsRams Zara115 mangagurlsmiles mojitowolf jerzyna-chan Dramatic-Zebra Iyorin technoattic7 lonely-in-winter 

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i'm soooooo sorry for that BP.....i told you why i couldnt talk to you and i'll be able to talk to you once every week (if i have the opportunity) because school is tough and my parents wont let me go out...but whenever i log in, i will talk to you as much as i can...i really care about you and i don't want you to be sad...if i could, i would come to america just to see you, just to make you happy...but i cant and it makes me really sad...so i'll try to do my best from here...and you, please don't get sad...do what you can to be happy, even if i'm not always there for you, because you know i always think about you, like i think about all my good friends....:'(